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Constant Reminders
04:50
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Constant reminders put me back
Saturday nights spent all sad
Why is it that you still live on
in my mind?
Everything you talked about
Seems to appear without a doubt
Standing here wishing I could
Rewind time
I never meant anything I said
That might have hurt you
Knowing that you are better off
Is a fitting punishment
With only the best intentions
I wasn't worthy of your affection
Everybody's short of perfection
But in my eyes you were the closest to it
Thats why I was hurting so much
Jealousy became a monster in me
Thats why I had to distance myself
Because I couldn't live through the hurt again, but I-
(Because I didn't want to be hurt again)
Fell in love with your works of art
And that was including you
Enchanted, enamored with who you are
Is a stake right through my heart
Cause everything reminds me of you
Cause everything reminds me of you
(That I once knew)
Well I guess that it goes to show
What a pathetic loser I am
Being unable to cope with the
Consequences; that I can't
Live with, even a few months later
I wish that my feelings would peter
Even if we spoke again
I broke the branches that fell in hand
But I never meant anything I said
That might have hurt you
Knowing that you are better off
Is a fitting punishment
Cause everything reminds me of you
Cause everything reminds me of you
(That I once knew)
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I'm so jealous of your hair
And just how bleached it is
I need to stop living life online,
It is so unhealthy
I can feel your vibrations
Slowly turning stagnant
Looking through an oscilloscope
Watching them lose life
These days don't carry weight
But I still have a broken back
Where were you when I needed you,
In my coldest winter?
And it's been a while now
Since we have last spoke
I regret what I've said
Won't you shoot me in my head, cause
I can feel your vibrations
Slowly turning stagnant
Looking through an oscilloscope
Watching them lose life
There's nothing that you could say
That would matter anymore
No, I don't want to be
Alone anymore
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3. |
Refrain!
04:20
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I am on the cusp of destruction
For I am void of any purpose
Falling short of expectation
I am completely pointless
And I wish to cease on pumping,
Anymore blood into my atrium
And I cannot seek when I hide,
This is the way, step inside
And she said,
to me:
Refrain!
And she said,
to me:
"I never wanna see you again"
(I don't want to talk to you)
Refrain!
I am on the cusp of destruction
For I am void of any purpose
Falling short of expectation
I am completely pointless
And I wish to cease on pumping,
Anymore blood into my atrium
And I cannot seek when I hide,
This is the way, step inside
Refrain!
"I never wanna see you again"
(I don't want to talk to you)
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It's Saturday night
You're sitting home alone
Looking at your phone
Knowing, it'll never, ring
Out in the streets
Everybody laughs
While you're stuck in the past
Swimming, in your own self-pity
No one's, clapping for you
No one's clapping for you
No one's, clapping for you
No one's clapping for you
No one's, clapping for you
No one's clapping for you
No one's, clapping for you
No one's clapping for you
That's right, nobody's clapping for you! They're laughing at you! ALL OF THEM!
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O, Oizys!
05:20
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I can taste your lipstick
On the cigarette we shared
Even though my throat hurts
At least I did it with you
Let's just, slow slow down
Let's just, slow slow down
Let's just, slow slow down
Let's just, slow slow down
My thoughts of you
Just remind me how alone I am
Never wanted to hurt myself
But ever since then, maybe I have
I feel, so so down
I feel, so so down
I feel, so so down
I feel, so so down
Shake it, now
(Come on now, baby oh oh oh)
I see the both of us
Incredibly [un]decisive
You're so enticing
But not so inviting
We feel, so so down
We feel, so so down
We feel, so so down
We feel, so so down
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6. |
Obsession
03:50
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Nightmares won't elude me now
What's been lost just can't be found
Her image still lingers in my head
Echoing in back and forth
I don't want this anymore
Why cant I just let go?
What happened to innocence?
Everyone's so malevolent
I can't describe it myself,
Guilty of the same crime
And I am always doing time,
Always serving my punishment
And all those memories
Lend itself to remembrance
Do you remember all those times?
Or to you am I dead?
So stupid, young, and dumb
What the hell is real love?
Why don't we just slow down?
Well, nobody understands
Hell, I don't understand
Does anybody know the answer yet?
What happened to innocence?
Everyone's so full of shit
I can't describe it myself,
Guilty of the same crime
And I am always doing time,
Always serving my punishment
And all those memories
Lend itself to remembrance
Do you remember all those times?
Or to you am I dead?
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8. |
Sixteen Candles
04:25
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I saw you next to me
It must have been in a dream
Your arms were so long
Wrapping themselves all around me
(Oh, oh, oh) What are you doing?
(No, no, no) Was I that stupid?
(Oh, oh, oh) Where are you going?
(No, no, no) Heading to nowhere
I used to be an optimist,
But ever since we fell apart
All of that has now
Burned away into the air
(Oh, oh, oh) Embers are floating
(No, no, no) Hoping they come back soon
(Oh, oh, oh) Sparks are rising
(No, no, no) Up into the clouds
Go ahead and make that wish
Sixteen candles
Sixteen candles
Go and make mistakes with it
Sixteen candles
Sixteen candles
Your fangs never hurt me
They only killed me softly
Apologies don't need acceptance,
That's why this is cutting so much deeper
Deeper,
Deeper
Go ahead and make that wish
Sixteen candles
Sixteen candles
Go and make mistakes with it
Sixteen candles
Sixteen candles
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9. |
Mea Culpa
02:40
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I have come to set
fire to this earth
and I only wish
it was already burning
Forgive me now, God
All those times I've called in vain
This must be your wrath,
Or maybe it's just me
These stanzas say it all
Or maybe they don't
No, I know I've been immature
But what else is a teenager for?
Forgive me now, God
All those times I've called in vain
This must be your wrath,
Or maybe it's just me
You could claim my land
And be a conquistador
I'd let you take over me
I'm a bull to a matador
Forgive me now, God
All those times I've called in vain
This must be your wrath,
Or maybe it's just me
Or maybe it's just me
Or maybe it's just me
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10. |
For Her Heart
04:15
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So difficult it is to understand,
One another, my dear former friend and lover
So difficult it is to love again,
After all, it's all my fault in the end
So, Happiness is all I want for her
Even at my expense, it's worth all the world
So even if we never speak again,
I want to wish her all the very best
For her heart, can't be caught
It is for her to know what she wants
For her heart, can't be bought
She has to feel that love in her own heart
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11. |
Stupid Young Teenagers!
03:20
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Your fangs never hurt me
No matter how sharp they are
Just like my singing
They were pretty sharp
Stupid young teenagers
Stupid young teenagers
Stupid young teenagers
We are
Your friends don't listen
Nobody understands you
And even you don't
Understand yourself
Stupid young teenagers
Stupid young teenagers
Stupid young teenagers
We are
All those times spent
All those days gone
When we were dumb, and
Stupid young teenagers
Stupid young teenagers
Stupid young teenagers
We are
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12. |
Modern Teenage Insect
05:05
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Stop living in the past
It's doing you no good
And it'll never be like,
Those days again
You can romanticize it
You can criticize it
But you'll never forget
How it really made you feel
You can hold my soul in your hands
I've long admitted defeat
You were right in letting me rot
As a fitting punishment
You won't romanticize it
You will criticize it
And you'll never forget
How I mistreated you
(There's nothing that you could say
That would matter anymore
I never meant anything I said
That might have hurt you
Stupid young teenager
Stupid young teenager
Stupid young teenager
I am
Forgive me now, God
All those times I've called in vain)
I never meant anything I said,
That might have hurt you.
I never meant anything I said,
That hurt you.
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